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| i really dislike dead animals..so when i see roadkill, it really freaks me out.
i almost stepped on a dead squirell on a sidewalk once- i was deeply shook. days after, i'd see the poor little guy in my head and that would cause me to uncontrollably shiver/squirm (sometimes in lectures, sometimes while hanging out, just the most random times).
i used to yell out and shout when i saw road kill. i see it in the corner of my eye... sad that i can't wince or recoil to release some of the tension since i gotta keep looking forward- so i just yell. its a pretty chaotic fright. my uncontrollable reaction has startled a number of people including parents, sister, cousins and even friends that i am not that familiar with, yep.
its getting better tho.
today, i drove by a big dead raccoon on the road.. i didnt flinch, i didnt shiver, i didnt yell.
on the way home, i decided to face my fears and stare at it and overcome the reactions- i couldn't do it, i squirmed...frick!
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| i like it when the traffic guy, on those morning radio talk shows, plays along with the main hosts in jokes and fun. it shows just a small glimpse of their personality- not just a monotunous voice
i like it when ppl talk to me and they still refer me by my name. they dont say it to get my attention cause its just a 1 on 1 convo. phone, msn, in person- all the same. i feel more acknowledged and it adds so much personal-ness to the conversation. i do it myself, i dont know if you guys notice
i like it when ppl raise their hand when they cut me off while driving. sometimes they cut in really tight- somewhat forcefully, sometimes i give them space and let them in. whether they are gesturing a 'sorry' or a 'thanks' i really appreciate it
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| Almost a year since my last post-
things are so different now
suck.
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| I have learned and experienced a lot in a year. And many things I have come to appreciate more. This summer I have been given the chance to really challenge my character. I suck at being patient, and tho I still am, I am improving. I believe that a big cause of my impatience is my pride. I am impatient with people, impatient when i dont see improvements that I wanted to see...ya? I've learned a lot: Still learning: Always learning.
There are so many things that I look forward to. There are just too many joys and blessings that are overlooked. Im sure that statement is applicable to everyone. One of my greatest and yet simpliest joys of this summer is listening to music outside in the morning before i start work. Its so relaxing and peaceful.
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